Day 1844

Didn't (totally) suck.

Did the Bellmore 4m today. Kind'a THE thing to do if you live here. For the past couple'a years I did another one, just to break THE CYCLE. But the race isn't far, now that I gotta watch my bottom line, it's easier all around.

Even with 3 breaks, broke 10 minutes, came in around 9:40. Felt good. This one is ALWAYS very hot, but I did well.

My heart is most def broken, with zero support on the homefront, things are tough. Worst is, it's all predictable. Whenever it hangs with one specific peep, my demonic stock rises. This is a peep who suffers from image issues and self esteem issues, claiming I'm rude. Of course It perceives this as a threat to Its peep, so naturally hubby gets thrown under the bus. GREAT parenting. Worse yet, does It contribute in any way, shape, or form? Of course not. No cooking (and god forbid I eat anything in the fridge-can't wait 'til it breaks), no cleaning, no support.

Meanwhile, the dog It claims to love has blood on his mouth. Why? It claims ignorance, forgetting flinging all my pictures to the ground. Now, take a moment. Pictures are housed in.....right, FRAMES. Frames contain......glass. Think it cleaned the floor after Its psychotic rage? Wonder why the dog has blood on his mouth? Fucking moron. But "we loooove you Hulk" is all the shit we ever hear.

But I'm a liar.

But I need counseling.

Right.

Today I ran. Life is good.