good weekend!
Funny what a difference a call makes. Tom called yesterday to check in/touch base-I was in the truck awaiting the start of the Bridie Goldstein run. We'd reconnect @ Rob's Run today. Changed my mood. Bless him.
Spoke with Pret. Odd, Always asks "been so long, dunno what's going on with you." READ THE FUCKING BLOG. Jeeeeeeeeez. Explains everything in revolting detail.
Did Rob's Run. Felt good. Almost the exact time as yesterday's. Good. Consistency. Might consistently suck, but consistency nontheless.
Stoney's back. Funny. He'd had a 101+ fever there, yet Shebitch has to be in a germ free environment. Hmmmmmm.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
day 125
went to see Pirate Radio w/the AP peeps. Late show (8:40) but preceded by dinner. Really brought me up. Another of those "they'll never know how important it was" things.
Bridie Goldstein today, the Syosset weekend continues, manana: Rob's Run. Was on the fence, but most are doing "the circuit," and since it's a Long Island Peeps thing, gotta. Whatthefuck, it's xc, good excuse for a shit time.
House isn't a home without Stoney. Love is not here, only walls and a ceiling.
Bridie Goldstein today, the Syosset weekend continues, manana: Rob's Run. Was on the fence, but most are doing "the circuit," and since it's a Long Island Peeps thing, gotta. Whatthefuck, it's xc, good excuse for a shit time.
House isn't a home without Stoney. Love is not here, only walls and a ceiling.
Friday, November 27, 2009
day 124
OUCH!!!
If I wasn't preregged, wouldn't'a done it. LOTS of rain, LOTS of puddles. Da feetz wuz actually dry, until some dick made a turn INTO THE RACE and splashed me. Jeeeeeeeez. Glad I did it, didn't wear The Colors-stealth mode-when you're under a poncho, it don't matter.
Debbie and Rob were there, great to see them.
Stoney? I get a text, he's spending the weekend there. Great.
I hit the house, shower after the run before going to the job, the dog starts freakin', who is it? Stoney!!! Was great to see him-he did a drive by to get his laptop-he doesn't trust my bros pc. Smart.
If I wasn't preregged, wouldn't'a done it. LOTS of rain, LOTS of puddles. Da feetz wuz actually dry, until some dick made a turn INTO THE RACE and splashed me. Jeeeeeeeez. Glad I did it, didn't wear The Colors-stealth mode-when you're under a poncho, it don't matter.
Debbie and Rob were there, great to see them.
Stoney? I get a text, he's spending the weekend there. Great.
I hit the house, shower after the run before going to the job, the dog starts freakin', who is it? Stoney!!! Was great to see him-he did a drive by to get his laptop-he doesn't trust my bros pc. Smart.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
day 123
Whew!!! Made it.
What was probably the most difficult day of my life nears its end. THIS one was rough. Having my son snatched from me, in the presence of my estranged brother-who is housing/enabling/abetting Shebitch.....just a bit too much. BUT, as usual, AP is there.
We had our Thanksgiving fun run this am-no, no Quantumwellbrickfeet peeps. What a wonderful bunch of peeps. Did the 5m course, walked/ran/talked/ etc...not alot of motivation today, really shouldn't have run at all. Did the ellip for 30 yesterday,
THEN core training THEN boot camp. Didn't have an ounce in the tank. PLUS, feeling REALLLLLLY down. But, we made it with a lotta help from my friends. Again peeps, you'll never know. Thanks.
Funny, they that do absolutely nothing with him get to spend a killer holiday with him, while he that sacrifices all gets shit on. Now I know how Job felt before the whale ate him.
What was probably the most difficult day of my life nears its end. THIS one was rough. Having my son snatched from me, in the presence of my estranged brother-who is housing/enabling/abetting Shebitch.....just a bit too much. BUT, as usual, AP is there.
We had our Thanksgiving fun run this am-no, no Quantumwellbrickfeet peeps. What a wonderful bunch of peeps. Did the 5m course, walked/ran/talked/ etc...not alot of motivation today, really shouldn't have run at all. Did the ellip for 30 yesterday,
THEN core training THEN boot camp. Didn't have an ounce in the tank. PLUS, feeling REALLLLLLY down. But, we made it with a lotta help from my friends. Again peeps, you'll never know. Thanks.
Funny, they that do absolutely nothing with him get to spend a killer holiday with him, while he that sacrifices all gets shit on. Now I know how Job felt before the whale ate him.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
day 122
grey skies, cool-not bad temps, rain coming. Ugh. Not good.
Last night, brother-the one taking Keith for thanksgiving, the one aiding and abetting Shebitch, rings the door in the evening. Claimed It was trying to reach Keith. Under the guise of asking how he was, It really wanted him to get an article of clothing for it. Not once in his drive by did he ask for me nor indicate his presence in my house. Wonder why I have the perception I do?????
Got Stoney's report card:
Global History: 75, "Inconsistent work/grades, homework missing."
World of Tech: 71, "Satisfactory Achievement."
Spanish: 74, "Lacks focus."
Algebra: 94, "Satisfactory Achievement."
Phys Ed: 86, "Satisfactory Achievement."
Liv.Environment: 77, "Good effort, keep trying."
English: 65, "Shows Improvement."
Studio In Art: 90, "Good work, a pleasure to teach your child."
So...I don't have to kill him...yet. What striked me is the obvious: 94 in friggin' Algebra, yet 65 in English. Granted, it IS honors English, but whatthefuck??? Shows he can do well when he chooses to. Thank GOD, after his shit progress report, he pulled out of it.
LOTS of work, of which only I'm aware. And you, of course, but I think you get the point. My "family," has the luxury of judging from afar, while doing...ummm...what's that word: oh yes, NOTHING.
Core training tonight-might stick around for boot camp. Chase away the feeling of loss/empty nest w/o Stoney there. Know I'll miss the lil' fucker.
Last night, brother-the one taking Keith for thanksgiving, the one aiding and abetting Shebitch, rings the door in the evening. Claimed It was trying to reach Keith. Under the guise of asking how he was, It really wanted him to get an article of clothing for it. Not once in his drive by did he ask for me nor indicate his presence in my house. Wonder why I have the perception I do?????
Got Stoney's report card:
Global History: 75, "Inconsistent work/grades, homework missing."
World of Tech: 71, "Satisfactory Achievement."
Spanish: 74, "Lacks focus."
Algebra: 94, "Satisfactory Achievement."
Phys Ed: 86, "Satisfactory Achievement."
Liv.Environment: 77, "Good effort, keep trying."
English: 65, "Shows Improvement."
Studio In Art: 90, "Good work, a pleasure to teach your child."
So...I don't have to kill him...yet. What striked me is the obvious: 94 in friggin' Algebra, yet 65 in English. Granted, it IS honors English, but whatthefuck??? Shows he can do well when he chooses to. Thank GOD, after his shit progress report, he pulled out of it.
LOTS of work, of which only I'm aware. And you, of course, but I think you get the point. My "family," has the luxury of judging from afar, while doing...ummm...what's that word: oh yes, NOTHING.
Core training tonight-might stick around for boot camp. Chase away the feeling of loss/empty nest w/o Stoney there. Know I'll miss the lil' fucker.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
day 121
what a difference a day makes!!!
After what could only be qualified as one of the shittiest days in history, we have ourselves a new day!!!! YAY!
STILL haven't worked out yesterday's shit from my system, but gotta get used to it as a warmup for Christmas. You KNOW that one'll be rough.
St.Francis this am, if I fucking hobbled I hadda. PERFECT morning, cool, crisp, 48 degs-long sleeved shirt, shorts, gloves. Didn't really need the gloves, but beats split skin.
Thanksgiving day? Still dunno. But, it WON'T totally suck. If nothing else, as a payback, I'll make it a good day.
After what could only be qualified as one of the shittiest days in history, we have ourselves a new day!!!! YAY!
STILL haven't worked out yesterday's shit from my system, but gotta get used to it as a warmup for Christmas. You KNOW that one'll be rough.
St.Francis this am, if I fucking hobbled I hadda. PERFECT morning, cool, crisp, 48 degs-long sleeved shirt, shorts, gloves. Didn't really need the gloves, but beats split skin.
Thanksgiving day? Still dunno. But, it WON'T totally suck. If nothing else, as a payback, I'll make it a good day.
Monday, November 23, 2009
this just in
guess where Stoney's going for Thanksgiving??? Hint: I get to take care of the house, I pay the bills, I do the laundry, I care for a dog I didn't want, so...Thanksfuckinggiving??? My brother. Yes kiddies, Stoney's going Wednesday night to spend the day with my brother. Amazing.Utterly amazing.
Shebitch gets to play poor victim, being the recipient of sympathy and being waited on hand and foot. Brother who judges yet has no children of his own, takes away my son for one of the two most important days of the year.
Well, shit on me.
Shebitch gets to play poor victim, being the recipient of sympathy and being waited on hand and foot. Brother who judges yet has no children of his own, takes away my son for one of the two most important days of the year.
Well, shit on me.
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