day 161

now you see It, now you don't.

It was supposed to be home today, nothing yet. Great for me, not for Stoney. One day his mother is here, next It isn't. Makes for a blissfully peaceful home, but It needs to either be here or get the hell out, consistently. It has NO idea how disruptive It is. You truly never know 1)If It will be home, and if It is, 2)If It will be normal of Satanic. Frightening.

St.Francis again today-hadda. Can't ever pass up a challenge. Bone chilling temps, 50mph wind, hadda do it.

Elik got outta his vehicle, headed out 50 metres, then back into his vehicle. Presume he went to the gym. THAT steeled my resolve. Hee hee hee, did it goddamnit!!!

Read the sunday paper, article by Doctor whomever, said a couple of things I live by: 1)throw out your scale-go by waist size, which should be less than half of your height, and 2)"Your ability to sleep is a barometer of how well you're coping with life." I ALWAYS sleep like a baby. It, never. Do the math.