day 348

one...more........day....

Hopefully this weather'll break, @ this point it's beyond ridiculous. Today a few degs cooler, but higher humididididity. Jeeeez. Next mother who says they live in ny for the change in seasons gets it!

St.Francis this am, could really feel it. Fortunately, no walk breaks-though
DID stop @ a water fountain after the turn around. Breathing wasn't as tough-getting used to the "cut the air with a knife" conditions.

More bbm displacing from Pret. It's work that's having this effect (it's WORK!!! It's SUPPSOSED to suck). Classic displacement: have a bad day @ work, go home, kick the cat. Same thing. But, one must always remember to choose one's words carefully, i.e. I'm not anyone's toilet. Dump on me too much and you're off the grid. Getting mighty close there. I got enough shit in my life and don't need more.


*****Off tomorrow! Yay!!!!!! Off to play in Manhattan.

And now...the most earth shattering, most bone jarring announcement: it was 15 years ago today my best work took his first breath. Amazing innit? He's off spending the night with brotherfromanothermother. Miss him, without him there the house is a shell. Really puts everything into perspective. People who don't have kids won't ever understand: everything else can fall to shit as long as your kid is awright. NOTHING else matters, great perspectivizer. I AM glad it's supposed to rain saturday, Shebitch scheduled his "birthday party," really an excuse to have Its friends over. It's the yearly fight: It violates all boundaries, disrespecting my space, with the excuse of "it's for the party." Nevermind some people actually...what's the word...live there? Stoney makes it worth it.