Day 2055

That REALLY hurt!

Hooked up w/Pedrito. Angela had, briefly, spoken with It for 5 minutes. Pedrito's mind is blown. Of course, he wasn't aware of much-It has a funny way of giving a jaundiced view of reality (gotta be a victim). He couldn't believe Stoney is allowed to carry on as he does, but he knows from whence THAT comes.

I DID forget to tell Pedrito Stoney's taunt of "what are you, a punk?" Probably, because I still can't believe any human would be so fucking cruel. After what he witnessed re: the behavior of his mother, it isn't surprising. But nontheless, it hurts.

This from a religion teacher?

Pedrito got a charge out of the Potato Incident. No one can believe that one.

And yes, both Pedrito and Angela knows It is a pig and a user. They both have It tagged. They don't come to Toxichouse because they're tired of climbing over Its shit, as well as just generally weary of Its popping up out of nowehere whenever It freaks over some contrived bullshit.

And also, yes, they know It has Its "friends" brainwashed. They especially get a kick out of Its 2 main peeps. I'm always VERY happy It has peeps to lean on, that's terribly reassuring. BUT a true friend would call It on Its shit, i.e. "what the FUCK do YOU contribute to the house???"

Both Pedrito and Angela know It doesn't do jackshit. In addition to this chaos being a convenient smokescreen. After Stoney betrayed our trust, he now doesn't have me sleeping on the other side of the wall (Pedrito loved hearing his daily weed habit).

All I want is to sleep in my own bed.

...but I need counseling...