(writing for Saturday, a day late)
did the LGBT Pride 5m in Central Park. Why? It's a qualifier and it's 5 miles. did ok. then I could go back and tolerate the assholes.
to whit, I come in, Its breaking my balls re: "why do you park across the street?" (Because It insisted in running into my truck when I parked in front of the house. Not TOO psycho are we?) But I didn't give that as my answer, I ignored the question. Of course, then, Drug Addict with Agoraphobia who must know everything about everyone, has to call me a dick for parking there. Remember, they'd break MY balls for freaking that someone had parked in front of my place, when I do the same, I'm a dick. Take some more drugs, they're doing you a world of good.
Best of all, these are the same assholes who accused Stoney of dealing. 2 that point It claimed "they're not My friends." Guess THAT changed when sharing a mutual interest-trash talking me. Again I say, take some more drugs.
Sunday, June 29, 2014
Friday, June 27, 2014
Day 1836
Close(r)
Almost wrapped the week, almost feeling whole.
Did another sale yesterday. I really should be doing what I did thus far this week in a morning or afternoon, but I'm growing my sea legs. At the very least, the week won't be a blank week. My confidence is there, and my m.o. is solid. Now just gotta get motivated. With It there breaking my balls constantly, I really don't have too much incentive. (yesterday I'm chilling on the couch-Stoney had a girl upstairs, suddently It decides I havta vacate-It hadda make a phone call. Glad I pay the mortgage.). Bitch.
Because of an early appointment, no run yesterday, was off my center, but I managed to get the job done. THAT'S why the prior day I ran and did Spin.
This am, hit the asphalt again.
And yes, it IS a constant source of amusement that my territory is my work neighborhood, and yesterday where was I? The iron triangle. You really can't avoid your past. The circle of life is much more than a song.
Almost wrapped the week, almost feeling whole.
Did another sale yesterday. I really should be doing what I did thus far this week in a morning or afternoon, but I'm growing my sea legs. At the very least, the week won't be a blank week. My confidence is there, and my m.o. is solid. Now just gotta get motivated. With It there breaking my balls constantly, I really don't have too much incentive. (yesterday I'm chilling on the couch-Stoney had a girl upstairs, suddently It decides I havta vacate-It hadda make a phone call. Glad I pay the mortgage.). Bitch.
Because of an early appointment, no run yesterday, was off my center, but I managed to get the job done. THAT'S why the prior day I ran and did Spin.
This am, hit the asphalt again.
And yes, it IS a constant source of amusement that my territory is my work neighborhood, and yesterday where was I? The iron triangle. You really can't avoid your past. The circle of life is much more than a song.
Thursday, June 26, 2014
Day 1835
WHEW!
Got my miles in yesterday am, good. Feeling stronger, then weights.
Then, off to the job, meeting, went well. Was well received by my new coworkers-they're glad to have me on their team. The exact words used were "glad we rescued you." Nice to get positive affirmations from SOMEWHERE.
Drove forever to close a deal. Not a bad way to spend the day. Now gotta see if the momentum can continue.
Of course, got home, Stoney fucked with my things (shouldn't he be paying rent?). Home is where the ??????? is?
Got my miles in yesterday am, good. Feeling stronger, then weights.
Then, off to the job, meeting, went well. Was well received by my new coworkers-they're glad to have me on their team. The exact words used were "glad we rescued you." Nice to get positive affirmations from SOMEWHERE.
Drove forever to close a deal. Not a bad way to spend the day. Now gotta see if the momentum can continue.
Of course, got home, Stoney fucked with my things (shouldn't he be paying rent?). Home is where the ??????? is?
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
Day 1834
Not too shabby.
Despite relocating/adjusting, I'm ok.
Rather than daily running The Line, doing 86th ave + weights. When I can, Spin. Physically I've never been better. Mentally? ....................
It goes on a mini rant about whomever It's caring for, how their kitchen was redone, how lovely their house is. Now let that sink in. Yes, it was a shot @ me. And again remember who, literally, rebuilt this house, and who does their level best to trash it on a daily basis. Case in point: last night, moves piles of hoarders crap to prep to do laundry...@ 11pm.......
But I'm ok.
I work my program. I have peace of mind that only comes from knowing I do my very best on a daily basis.
Despite relocating/adjusting, I'm ok.
Rather than daily running The Line, doing 86th ave + weights. When I can, Spin. Physically I've never been better. Mentally? ....................
It goes on a mini rant about whomever It's caring for, how their kitchen was redone, how lovely their house is. Now let that sink in. Yes, it was a shot @ me. And again remember who, literally, rebuilt this house, and who does their level best to trash it on a daily basis. Case in point: last night, moves piles of hoarders crap to prep to do laundry...@ 11pm.......
But I'm ok.
I work my program. I have peace of mind that only comes from knowing I do my very best on a daily basis.
Tuesday, June 24, 2014
Day 1833
Didn't suck
Did my morning miles, getting up earlier, 3 rather than 4, to do my homework for the job and have some vague illusion of control over my day. Feels good.
Strangeness on the job, dif boss. The guy who brought me in really wasn't cut out to be a boss, so he's going back to being a grunt. This is good for his head and good for everyone else's bottom line. too many wasted days spent on his personal issues.
My new boss is a good guy as well, but really doesn't give a fuck about your personal shit. Good. he, like the guy who brought me in, wants to see you do well, but not at the cost of $$$.
Did my morning miles, getting up earlier, 3 rather than 4, to do my homework for the job and have some vague illusion of control over my day. Feels good.
Strangeness on the job, dif boss. The guy who brought me in really wasn't cut out to be a boss, so he's going back to being a grunt. This is good for his head and good for everyone else's bottom line. too many wasted days spent on his personal issues.
My new boss is a good guy as well, but really doesn't give a fuck about your personal shit. Good. he, like the guy who brought me in, wants to see you do well, but not at the cost of $$$.
Monday, June 23, 2014
Day 1832
Funny God, REALLLLY funny!
Last night, Stoney BURSTS into the bedroom-literally. He was working, Sybil picked him up.
(This was @ 11:15 pm, for some reason the people living under my roof are hell bent on not letting me sleep).
So, what was it all about? A-1. Yes, you read correctly, fucking steak sauce. Apparently, @ that ridiculous hour, It was going to cook for him (he has It well trained). When he went to check for steak sauce it was empty. Aren't I a prick? He literallyu bursts into the bedroom-rather than turn the knob like a human would, and accuses me of replacing an empty bottle. Imagine? Like I'd invest that much effort? THEN, he goes on a tear about the cost ($8???).
This am, I go to where he works (TARGET, like he couldn't buy the shit himself? Oh yeah, takes away from weed money), the shit was $2.50, wow. Worth being disrespectful to a parent? Should I take away $2.50 worth of internet?
So, this morning, while on my run, I look down, what do I see? A $20.
Funny God, really funny.
It pays-literally-to do the right thing.
Last night, Stoney BURSTS into the bedroom-literally. He was working, Sybil picked him up.
(This was @ 11:15 pm, for some reason the people living under my roof are hell bent on not letting me sleep).
So, what was it all about? A-1. Yes, you read correctly, fucking steak sauce. Apparently, @ that ridiculous hour, It was going to cook for him (he has It well trained). When he went to check for steak sauce it was empty. Aren't I a prick? He literallyu bursts into the bedroom-rather than turn the knob like a human would, and accuses me of replacing an empty bottle. Imagine? Like I'd invest that much effort? THEN, he goes on a tear about the cost ($8???).
This am, I go to where he works (TARGET, like he couldn't buy the shit himself? Oh yeah, takes away from weed money), the shit was $2.50, wow. Worth being disrespectful to a parent? Should I take away $2.50 worth of internet?
So, this morning, while on my run, I look down, what do I see? A $20.
Funny God, really funny.
It pays-literally-to do the right thing.
Sunday, June 22, 2014
Day 1831
Didn't suck!
Today was set to be good. Run in the am, work, then run in the pm. Ok. Let's see.
The am run, formerly The Queens 1/2, is now the Queens 10k. Good. The Half was in College Point, one BIG hill you ran twice. Now, it's half the distance, mostly flat, and done in my childhood second home: Flushing Meadows Park. Nice. AND a medal. NicER.
Did ok, couple of walk breaks, 10:05 pace. if I hadn't taken the breaks, I'd have broken 10. AND, I was dead in the middle of my club peeps. Nice.
@ noon, hadda meet with my Alley Pond peep to attempt-again-to do his policy. This time it stuck. Nice.
Then in the evening, Benson's 95th birthday 1m run. NICE. 6 foot heroes, nicer!
A very nice day.
Today was set to be good. Run in the am, work, then run in the pm. Ok. Let's see.
The am run, formerly The Queens 1/2, is now the Queens 10k. Good. The Half was in College Point, one BIG hill you ran twice. Now, it's half the distance, mostly flat, and done in my childhood second home: Flushing Meadows Park. Nice. AND a medal. NicER.
Did ok, couple of walk breaks, 10:05 pace. if I hadn't taken the breaks, I'd have broken 10. AND, I was dead in the middle of my club peeps. Nice.
@ noon, hadda meet with my Alley Pond peep to attempt-again-to do his policy. This time it stuck. Nice.
Then in the evening, Benson's 95th birthday 1m run. NICE. 6 foot heroes, nicer!
A very nice day.
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