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6/26/16
Achilles Run, "Stay thirsty my friend."

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Day 2158

Told ya!

All was well when It tried pushing Its debt onto me. Now that It must face the music, all hell breaks loose.

Debt peeps be hittin' on It to pay the piper. Now, the guy whose belongings were flung to the ground, the guy who is banned from his home during 8am-8pm, the guy who pays every bill, is supposed to enable this?

It claims It will apply for a home equity loan. Good luck with that. It needs my signature. And I will NOT lose my home because It is a shipwreck.

It went on a rant about debt, maxing our credit cards, the couch, the fridge...basically everything It touches turns to shit. And I'm supposed to help? Satan doesn't help. The fridge I'm NOT supposed to eat from, I'm now responsible for? The oven I'm not supposed to cook with, I'm responsible for THAT? Convenient to blame aren't I??????????????????

As if paying every bill isn't enough?

Told It to make nominal payments. But that won't suffice. It won't even try. THAT would involve responsibility, which It obviously cannot commit to. Rather, as usual, It wants a magic pill. Start the countdown re: how long 'til Pedrito gets a call.

Useless Bitch.

Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Day 2157

Damn.

Bitch came home, thus, "home" again = "Toxichouse."

Fuck 'em, got my miles, Spin tonight. Summer's ON!!!!!

Monday, May 11, 2015

Day 2156

Nicely done!


Did the 4m in CP, nice. Always a beautiful day, always a shirt I wear. Why? Dunno. It's cotton, flowers on it, design kinda sucks. Probably because of some subconscious shit. Bottom line, another qualifier in the books. Another CP run with no walk breaks.


Saw Maria, broke her balls re: not appearing @ our race. But hadda give her props, had no excuses. Honestly said "did another race." Ok, no bullshit, I'll buy it.


Again, Bitch out overnight. Good. Got a good night's sleep with no drama. As car #1 sits in the driveway. Look @ the Youtube channel for pix. TRY telling me it doesn't look abandoned? Or, like a homeless person lives in it. Fucking amazing.

Tons of shit everywhere, tells me I have no right to be there between 8am-8pm, place falling to shit.....but I need counseling..................


Happy belated mother's day to me! I do it all with ZERO help.

*Won Van Morrison tix for Forest Hills concert, asked if It was interested. It answered "don't change the subject" (It was on a rant, @ 12:40am), then "I'll take the $$$." Fucking pathetic. THIS teaches religion? "Love one another....." right. Angry psycho Bitch. A fucking shipwreck who blames everything/everyone BUT Itself. (remember, the son you CLAIM to love wouldn't have come out of another gene pool moron!).

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Day 2155

like I didn't see?

Every day I empty change into one of several piggy banks. Funny how they never fill? But remember, if I touch ANY of the CRAP littering every step of the dump, I'm threatened with legal action.

Fuck 'em. And happy Mother's Day to my mother. Forever in my heart, especially as she watches Bitch fuck up everything.

4m in CP this am. Got a good night's sleep-too good. Bitch wasn't there, so actually had peace. Problem was: overslept (for me). 90 minutes after I'd planned, I left for the race start. No worries, just didn't get up stupid early. Needed the rest.

Saturday, May 9, 2015

Day 2154

?????

Came in, air conditioner on the bed. Thanks Stoney. Bitch got to you didn't It??????? THEN, my belongings in the den fucked with. Remember, this is as person who FREAKED because I (GASP) threw out a plastic bag that was on his floor. But it's ok to fuck with dad's stuff. I'm told "you have too much shit there." Who's the homeowner? Who's the parent?

Bitch RANTING about...whatever. You know the drill, "when I had chemo..." "when I was in the hospital....." TEN + YEARS AGO BITCH!!!!! ALSO, who paid every motherfucking bill? Cleaned the house? Assured Stoney was cared for? Funny how THAT is neglected. Convenient to be a victim isn't it???????

THEN, "give me money for..." Again, WHO pays EVERY MOTHERFUCKING bill?????

So yes, I did VERY well in this am's 5k. Broke 30! Now, I know I can break 9 min pace. I actually feel it in me!

..but I need counseling....................

Friday, May 8, 2015

Day 2153

"rest day?"

No run this am, Spin instead. Was REALLY on the fence: felt SO good after consecutive run days I didn't wanna take a break. BUT, manana a 5k, Sunday a 4m. Gotta have life in the legs.

Waiting for the Spin class, instructor JUST made it. I was ready to leave, but showed up @ the last minute. Ended up just the two of us. Nice. When this happened in the past, we both looked @ each other and thought it'd be weird, but 1)we drink the same kool-aid   2)we both needed it. Niiiice.

Thursday, May 7, 2015

Day 2152

Told ya!

Run and NOTHING can touch you.

Had a great day off, ran, hit a flick, went to Toxichouse @ 4:30 to eat. MAJOR mistake. Bitch was there, crap EVERYWHERE. It FREAKED. Told me the sight of me pissed It off (good AA there, "how important is it?  "Don't let others rent space in your head?"  "Don't give up your power?"). Ain't I a powerful motherfucker??????? Isn't It a TOTAL mess????? Fucking mental bitch. Actually followed me outside SCREAMING. Good, let the neighbors see what mental looks like.

Actually told me I wasn't allowed there between 8am-8pm. Guess the lawn won't ever get done? Good. Let the dump look like Vietnam.

Fucking mental case.

What REALLY happened?

Bitch has TWO cars that are fucked, and Stoney paymentS (yes, 2) are due. Funny, plenty of $$$$$ for weed, none for responsibilities.

So, It continued ranting, I'm a horrible husband for NOT visiting when It was in hospital, 12 years ago. Of course, HOW many dinner @ Sizzler did Stoney and I have before going to visit the Bitch? Use THAT as proof, dozens. But according to mental patient, I never went. Add THAT to It ranting that I'm also a horrible father (I don't print $$$ to give to Stoney, this was translated into "you haven't given him a penny since......." Of course, WHO pays EVERY bill????? WHO gave him lunch $$$, otherweise he didn't eat, as It pled poverty-as It was tethered to Its omnipresent Snapple bottle???? NOW, following years of sugared beverages, they lament dental benefits I no longer have?).

So @ that point, I had it. Told It It was a shit wife, an enabling mother, and a manipulating hypocrite (speaking @ MY AA meeting????? Pathetic Bitch). Left the place-with It following me raging-good, let the neighbors see what mental looks like. Went OUT to dinner with my peeps @ Peter Luger's.

My peeps REALLY love the pix I threw up of the hole in the bathroom door. Lovely.

...but I need counseling...............................