Late, but good.
Had my first late, late night. Closed a sale, felt good. My first. You havta put in the work.
Miss my peeps, but gotta remember, if I hadn't landed @ CATC, I'd have never fallen in with the running peeps. Remember when it started: Steve telling me how to stay in shape. running @ lunchtime. Verruso breaking my balls re: time on/off the unit (when did he NOT break my balls?). All a good thing, a lovely experience.
Moving on.
Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
Day 1797
One down, some to go.
First real day in the field, nothing. Not a problem, as you know, effort not outcome, the results will come in.
Actually spoke with It yesterday. After an initial conflict, It became human. You'd think with all the bullshit religion and 12 step jive it might actually practice what It preached, but no. I'm the toilet. I.E. one of Its peeps has a policy with us. I can't speak with this person because they were turned against me by It. Nice. Made the bed, now...and best of all-I actually had nothing to do with it. Because it felt the need to perpetually be a victim, of course a villain was necessary. Easy way of evading the need to be responsible for one's own actions. Convenient ain't it?
Today, meet up with Woodley. Be nice to see him.
First real day in the field, nothing. Not a problem, as you know, effort not outcome, the results will come in.
Actually spoke with It yesterday. After an initial conflict, It became human. You'd think with all the bullshit religion and 12 step jive it might actually practice what It preached, but no. I'm the toilet. I.E. one of Its peeps has a policy with us. I can't speak with this person because they were turned against me by It. Nice. Made the bed, now...and best of all-I actually had nothing to do with it. Because it felt the need to perpetually be a victim, of course a villain was necessary. Easy way of evading the need to be responsible for one's own actions. Convenient ain't it?
Today, meet up with Woodley. Be nice to see him.
Monday, April 28, 2014
Day 1796
And away we go!
First week as a real licensed agent/broker. shake alotta hands, lotta rejection, lotta commissions. After doing better than I should'a yesterday, I'm primed.
Still can't believe Polansky and his wife showed up. He's like me. so much going on on L.I., and he shows up @ our run in queens (meanwhile, the local peeps? Nowhere to be found).
First week as a real licensed agent/broker. shake alotta hands, lotta rejection, lotta commissions. After doing better than I should'a yesterday, I'm primed.
Still can't believe Polansky and his wife showed up. He's like me. so much going on on L.I., and he shows up @ our run in queens (meanwhile, the local peeps? Nowhere to be found).
Sunday, April 27, 2014
Day 1795
Nice.
Made it through the 5m challenge, took 2 or 3 walk breaks, STILL broke 10 minutes. Wow. Sad part: none of the peeps were there-no Pret, no Gilly, oh well. I was there. Best of all, Polansky and his wife showed. There were 4 other races on Long Island, they showed up @ my club run. Wow.
Really cool.
Slays me that Pret didn't even show up, oh well.
Made it through the 5m challenge, took 2 or 3 walk breaks, STILL broke 10 minutes. Wow. Sad part: none of the peeps were there-no Pret, no Gilly, oh well. I was there. Best of all, Polansky and his wife showed. There were 4 other races on Long Island, they showed up @ my club run. Wow.
Really cool.
Slays me that Pret didn't even show up, oh well.
Saturday, April 26, 2014
Day 1794
A good tired.
One of the many things they taught in sales boot camp was something I'd been exposed to early on: don't hang around negativity. Hence, when it went off yesterday (on the way to a meeting, naturally-hey, "I had cancer and now you ALL must pay" THIS is what JEEEEESES would do????? ), I hung with the dog. I go away, after studying for weeks, no days off, then away for 2 MORE weeks. Then, last night, I havta work today-Saturday. The business world doesn't recognize weekends. There is progress to be achieved. Period.
In return: nothing. Not a kind word, no interest. Only Stoney pissed @ me. MAYBE if your mother didn't inhale hair coloring for Its almighty blond hair, MAYBE if It didn't bake endlessly in the sun (AFTER melanoma), MAYBE if It didn't eat SHIT for years, It wouldn't be in this state. No, easier to be a victim and villainize me.
Yay Jesus. he is risen. go teach about it while your house implodes.
One of the many things they taught in sales boot camp was something I'd been exposed to early on: don't hang around negativity. Hence, when it went off yesterday (on the way to a meeting, naturally-hey, "I had cancer and now you ALL must pay" THIS is what JEEEEESES would do????? ), I hung with the dog. I go away, after studying for weeks, no days off, then away for 2 MORE weeks. Then, last night, I havta work today-Saturday. The business world doesn't recognize weekends. There is progress to be achieved. Period.
In return: nothing. Not a kind word, no interest. Only Stoney pissed @ me. MAYBE if your mother didn't inhale hair coloring for Its almighty blond hair, MAYBE if It didn't bake endlessly in the sun (AFTER melanoma), MAYBE if It didn't eat SHIT for years, It wouldn't be in this state. No, easier to be a victim and villainize me.
Yay Jesus. he is risen. go teach about it while your house implodes.
Friday, April 25, 2014
Day 1793
Back?
Enter Toxichouse, garbage cans akimbo (there's a word you don't hear often), the kitchen a shipwreck, havoc. Turns out, guess what was in the hospital for 5 days? Of course. Let the good times roll. There I was for 2 weeks doing what I need to do, and this shit happens. I enter the den, how does Stoney pay me back for having the BALLS to learn a new language to continue providing him with a home? The fan from the den is missing and tickets I ordered are nowhere to be found. Nice. And of course, neither knows where the fan went. Right. Hope they enjoyed Easter with my family. (did I get even a call?). Go teach religion.
When I ask It and him where the fan is, no one knows, of course I get yelled at.
Welcome home.
I work for this?
Makes the past 2 weeks seem easy.
And (as they enjoyed Easter with MY family), did either ask how it was? Nope, rather, Stoney vents his anger that It was in the hospital and I was....what is the perception? Was I on fucking vacation??????????????????????????
It gets sick-again-and the rest of the world-I suppose-was doing nothing? No one ELSE had anything happening. Amazing.
Enter Toxichouse, garbage cans akimbo (there's a word you don't hear often), the kitchen a shipwreck, havoc. Turns out, guess what was in the hospital for 5 days? Of course. Let the good times roll. There I was for 2 weeks doing what I need to do, and this shit happens. I enter the den, how does Stoney pay me back for having the BALLS to learn a new language to continue providing him with a home? The fan from the den is missing and tickets I ordered are nowhere to be found. Nice. And of course, neither knows where the fan went. Right. Hope they enjoyed Easter with my family. (did I get even a call?). Go teach religion.
When I ask It and him where the fan is, no one knows, of course I get yelled at.
Welcome home.
I work for this?
Makes the past 2 weeks seem easy.
And (as they enjoyed Easter with MY family), did either ask how it was? Nope, rather, Stoney vents his anger that It was in the hospital and I was....what is the perception? Was I on fucking vacation??????????????????????????
It gets sick-again-and the rest of the world-I suppose-was doing nothing? No one ELSE had anything happening. Amazing.
Thursday, April 24, 2014
Day 1792
So, after 10 days, here we are! Not only have I learned a foreign language, I had a roomate for the first time in decades (a really nice guy too), totally upended my eating schedule, and once again maintained an air of humility. No small feat when facing potentially ulcer causing issues-but when you have some semblance of serenity, your groove can't be shaken. Feels good to have accomplished this. Of course the office is breaking my shoes, they're frustrated that my license hasn't cleared yet-no one from ny has theirs. Dunno wassup with that, but keep putting one foot in front of the other.
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